Keep On Keeping On

It's been awhile. Why haven't I updated? Life.
My good friend reminded me to do so again.With all that has happened, there hasn't been a chance to process it all and it's come to a point where there is so much inside and it's starting to get to me.

First of all, the beginning of something that may have been wonderful and the end of it. Realising that no matter how hard you try, reality catches up with you and then finding out you have already chosen the path to take long before without even knowing. When choosing to do med.

At the expense of being ungrateful for the opportunity that's been given to me, I'll say it; medicine is sacrifice. So much sacrifice. So much so that I've been ruminating thoughts of whether it is worth it, and the answer has always been the same. Yes. Don't ask me why, I cannot explain it yet. Still, a part of me feels like I'm mourning the intangible loss, the "what ifs".

So I guess this is my closure. Thank you for everything.

As for my clinical experience, it's been an amazing journey so far. It is a privileged world that one steps into, and it is a brotherhood of the pursuit of good (most of the time). However, I don't feel like talking about it now. It is becoming too much of my life already.

Sometimes I envision the future and I hope it will all fall into place. I sincerely hope to be amongst the ones with something special that survives anything. Need to trust more.

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